I don't have much to say as I'm a little bit intoxicated but I just wanted to comment on the insanity of this bloody issue I'm having
It is ridiculous that one week (last weekend) I can have such freaking issues with being around food at a party that I have to leave an tonight when I'm happy saying no to things without giving it a second thought. It does make me think that my habits and thought patterns do cycle around my hormones and all that fun stuff. But it also lulls me into a false sense of security which I feel like I shouldn't be allowed to feel just yet. I don't want to push myself i know i need to feel sane for a month before i can properly start to think about what is the difference between me acting on hormones and me letting the food take over... I've used it as an excuse one to many times. I'm not going down that path again.
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